812. That’s the number I keep seeing in the morning. Last Wed and then yesterday and today, I would walk into my bedroom after my shower – that’s what time it was: 8:12. So I looked it up to see what it may mean and this is what I found: Continue your affirmations for abundance, as they’re making your dreams a reality. Keep believing in miracles.
Works for me. As I mentioned yesterday I am working hard on thought control — and I’m doing really well with it. If any negative thoughts pop in my head I am able to pop them right back out. And I feel really good now – the energy around me is very positive and productive.
Several months ago (sometime in the spring) I was reading an article about a guy who started a business. It seemed like a good business and I had a vibe that it would do well for him if he really put the time into it. More than that, I felt that this guy was a all-over good guy and I thought to myself — I hope I can meet someone like him! Well — I did just that. Actually – I met him, the guy from the article. He feels to be a nice person – kind and genuine. Who knows if this will develop to anything past friendship, but he’s a good person. So I hope to keep him in my life regardless if he’s a romantic interest or not. And before you ask – yes, he has read this blog — and all of the other blogs too. He does have an open mind — and I did tell him to ask any questions he wants, I’ll answer. It should be an interesting chat. At least he lives here, in Wooster. I don’t have to drive 30+ minutes to get to him.
I’ve noticed that when I do practice positive thought control, I am blessed with meeting new people. I’m always blessed with meeting new people, but the people I meet when I’m positive seem to reflect me (as like attracts like) so it’s a great exchange of communications. I’m surprised though on how many people I meet on MySpace. I do not have a lot of extra time to email or keep up correspondence of any kind, yet people still find me on MySpace. Amazing.
Brigit came to see me today during a brief mediation that I did. She welcomed me and asked me to follow her. I did and she pointed to a large round window and told me to watch. I went up to it and I could see Ted throwing things out. Boxes of stuff with items just haphazardly thrown into it. The house was a mess. It looked like a hell of a fight went on recently. He had his back to me throwing stuff in a box. He stopped, rubbed his lower back, stood up straight and turned around. That’s when I saw his face. It looked like someone threw something heavy at his left cheek. It was swollen and black and blue. He had a cut on his forehead – over his right eye brow. His eyes were blood shot and he just looked a bloody mess. I placed my hands on the glass and leaned. He turned right towards me. He didn’t see me – but he kept staring in my direction. Brigit said – he senses your presence. Tears trickled down Ted’s face. He stopped looking at my direction, wiped his tears, took a deep breath and took a box out of the room.
I looked at Brigit who said – he’s finally had enough. He sweeping out the old to usher in a new life. He has felt your light and it has healed him. Don’t give up on Ted — he’s never been at a lower spot and you are the only person who can get him through it. His soul feeds off of your soul – but not in a harmful way. Keep positive and not only will your life alter, but so will his. Never lose sight of the end result, It can be too easy to get lost in the what if’s and the details. You’re going in the right direction. You all are.
And that was that.
It is good to hear that Ted is getting things straightened out. He’s long overdue for a fresh start. Fingers crossed that this new start doesn’t land him in a bigger hole – I’ll remain positive that it won’t:)
Will is always close by my side. I can hear his voice acting like my muse. I’m grateful that we’ve been able to shift his powerhouse of energy into creative workings instead of only telepathic & dream sex. It makes my days much more productive.