What a weekend! I spent it writing and finishing up the latest round of DREAMERS. The TV series bible is sitting in the hands of the owner of the management agency – waiting to see what he says about it. Fingers crossed. Ahh..just heard (isn’t it nice when things just happen like that — now if only Will could do the same) — he’s intrigued — that’s a good sign:) But I have more work to do on the format. Will do — will do:)
The last 12 hours that Will has popped into my head – I keep hearing “Willy P” – which sounds like ” Will he pee?” and I keep cracking up. I have no idea why that is in my head, but there you go.
For those of you who have sent me email – I am way -way – way far behind. Which to most doesn’t come as too much of a surprise – but still.
Ted has been inching his way back into my energy. He’s there – but he’s not there. Hard to describe as he’s always connected – but he has shifted himself to be on the fringe so that he’s part of my energy, but not part of my daily routine. Does that make sense? He’s very sad – and not sober very often. I have watched him repeatedly in the same vision throw a whisky bottle against a wall. Just really slam it. He’s so angry and upset. Light – I’m sending white light to him all the time. Some days I wonder if I even make a dent in his negativity armor. This is the 1st time me – Ted, Bill and Will have all been single at the same time. Matt has a gal – but it won’t last much longer. What does this all mean? No idea.
For those of you who have been sending your good and positive thoughts about Will and I being together – thank you. Please keep sending the light to join he and I – it’s making a difference, I can tell that it is. He’s so close that I can almost taste him. Sounds sexual – but that’s not the way I mean it. You know how you see a piece of fruit or maybe a chocolate cake and your taste buds kick into overdrive because you can taste it without actually tasting it? Your energy connects with the objects energy and that is why it is like you are actually tasting the yummy of your desire. Well that’s the same way here. He’s not here in the physical sense, but he’s so close to being here that I can almost taste him. It’s almost as if I moved to the left a touch, it wouldn’t be an “almost” any longer. And this has got my energy body in high gear. Man — the hair keeps standing up on my arms. It feel like someone is trailing their fingers up and down my back. It’s wild. He’s right there — UGH!! So close — so close. The dream sex last night was intense.
My intuitive friend Sky suggested that I listen more to music to tune in to things. I didn’t know what she was talking about at the time (this was several weeks ago) as I listen to music all the time. But as I was getting ready for bed it dawned on me – listen to my iPod while I’m bed before I fall asleep. I used to do this all the time 16+ years ago (but it was with my cassette player – lol). So I did do just that last night. My astral body kept floating out and mingling about on the closest astral layer — then a note or something in a song would bring me back and then I would go again. After an hour of being an astral yo-yo I turned off the iPod and went to sleep. But I’m going to try again tonight.
Only 3 days until LOST and Sawyer………I am soooooo excited!
I had an light bulb moment today – this will be a repeat for those of you who listen to the podcast – I’m going to start a sex talk radio show. Now it isn’t “sex talk” but talk about sex with guests who can chat it up with me. Since Mercury went retro today I won’t be starting it until after Feb 19th – but I’m pretty psyched about it. I have a good feeling about it:)
And on that note – the kid just came home from his dad’s so I have to run.